Wednesday, 16 September 2015

When Netanyahu came to London

This blog piece will be about my personal journey of the Palestine and Israel conflict. So, if your are not ready for a bias (I am being upfront here) truthful account on what is going on, I suggest you build up the courage and read on.

Where does one start?

Summer 2014 maybe (brief history)
Summer 2014, I had my flight booked to go to the West Bank to stay in a camp and get a cultural experience and see how Palestinians live. Not only would I have visited the Palestinian side, but the Israeli side and the occupied territories. (You know, the land which was forcefully taken from Palestinians, driving them out of their own homes)
Unfortunately, on the day of my outbound flight, our flight was cancelled to Tel Aviv due to what was happening out there.

Summer 2014 (even though this conflict goes way back) - I spent my whole summer going to Pro-Palestinian protests, making simple bracelets so we can sell and donate the money towards aid that was needed in Gaza and bucket fund raising.
I wish we didn't have to do all this, protest for justice and peace, for land which rightfully belongs to Palestinians, for the apartheid wall to be taken down and for an end to the killing and bombing going on.

The ground invasion of Gaza in 2014 -called 'Operation Protective Edge' started of when two young Israeli boys were supposedly kidnapped on Palestinian territory. They were found not long after but all hell broke lose.
Netanyahu ordered the ground invasion of Gaza to take place were thousands of Gazans were killed, displaced from their homes as they were getting bombed, had no food and aid was not allowed to enter the Gaza Strip. There was no where to go or hide.
Israelis took to hills which gave them a good view of the ground invasion and cheered as each explosion took place before their eyes. They cheered as another building was bombed to pieces. They cheered as each limb was ripped to pieces.
This is the disgusting side of some humans. How can one cheer knowing that innocent lives were being killed?
Four boys who were playing football on the Gaza beach beach were murdered by Israelis, a young boy from the West Bank was burnt and beaten to death and his cousin- an American Palestinian was beaten to the point were he was unrecognisable. (This still happens today...)

My point of this blog is, Netanyahu, the man behind all this murder, bloodshed, injustice and occupation was invited to London by our Zionist supporting Prime Minister David Cameron.
Thousands rounded up in front of Downing Street protesting against this and for Netanyahu to be arrested. This protest was rather intense as there were two sides. Pro-Palestinians and Pro-Israelis who were carrying their flags shouting their support for Netanyahu.

Shocker
There was only a few Israeli supporters chanting anti Palestinian chants. (What they did was steal anti Israeli chants and alter them to make them their own. They steal land, cultural foods and chants as well)
The Palestinian supporters outdid the number of Israeli supporters. What came to my surprise was the number of Christians who were on the Pro Israeli side. Do they not know that the side which they support are the ones killing innocent Christian Palestinian?
And Black Israeli supporters!? I understand there are Black Jews but for them to be supporting Israel was mind boggling. They are disliked and are wanted out. They are discriminated against but they are willing to stand for Israel. (Well that's none of my business...)
Officers as segregation between Israeli & Palestinian supporters 
The fun side
As intense as this protest was, I cannot lie and say it was all so serious (well it was but..) There were some fun elements to it such as slowing down the nice looking cars who held the Israeli flag up high and facing them with the Palestinian flags, then getting the cars ambushed and ripping their flag apart. Many were arrested but the audacity to fly the flag amongst those who were against it was rather stupid.
Israel supporters tried to aggravate the Palestinian supporters (at times it worked) but it seemed as though some police officers were taking none of it and actually arrested a few of them.

Police Officers
Police officer watching as people protest
Police officers were quite surprising actually. Many of them had no idea why they were here and it was nice to explain to them. It is not that they are not willing to learn but they are not really allowed to have a political involvement so they decide to stay out of it completely. But many agreed that if they were out of uniform, they would be on the same side as those who supported humanity.
My sister is a police officer and at the protests last year, she was policing some of the protests as we, her siblings were protesting. But as she went on a break from policing for a year, she decided to take part in the protests and it was her colleagues who were policing us. Officers are often hated and during these protests, protesters forget that these officers are doing their job and are trying to protect

Pro Palestinians being penned in
us and they do not get the respect they are due. It was nice talking to them and they appreciated that at least some people understood them. At the end of the day, they are human and are trying to help us as individuals but it is the policing system which fails us.

Getting Public transport involved
As I was standing in the middle of the road on one side of the traffic, I got bus drivers, taxi drivers cyclists and passer byers to join in the protest. 'Come on driver, you seem like you support Palestine. Give us a smile' and they would smile. 'Beep if you support Palestine driver' and they would press their horn. These drivers received a cheer from a huge crowd of Pro Palestinians. But not everything went as well. One driver closed his window on me... it didn't hurt - at all.
Cyclists raised their fist up high in solidarity with Palestinians and JON SNOW - Channel 4 news presenter - even cycled by. He was on the grounds of Gaza last year reporting the reality on what was happening.

We waited for Netanyahu to leave the building but there are so many exits to leave the Prime Minister's office so we didn't see him. Obviously he was too scared to face us and come out the way which is normally used. Dahm right he used another exit for his safety. He would have been ambushed. As the protest was supposed to be coming to an end, Pro Palestinians were not going to be the first to leave. We were going to be the last. There were only a handful of Netanyahu supporters left and some of them had put down their flags. We out numbered them. We stood opposite each other out voicing them as well. Where had they gone? Tired too quickly?

Getting rid of the last flying flag
They quickly dispersed and there were two men left still holding their flag a bit down the road. It was mine and my sister's duty to get rid of them. So we went and she held the Palestinian flag peacefully in their face. We told them that Judaism is a beautiful peaceful religion and they are ruining it with their Zionist antics. They argued otherwise and told us not to tell them how to practise their religion which we were not doing. I let my sister speak for the two of us as she knows a bit more and can hold a civilised conversation. They offered to take us for a cuppa coffee to talk - which was surprising to me.
Israeli man: Let's go for a cuppa coffee and talk about this. My treat
Me: Wow, you are willing to spend a few pounds on someone but yourself.
Yes this was surprising as in the UK, there is a stereotype that they are money hungry and selfish - to some extent. So to be offered a coffee came as a shock.
An elderly man got involved in our conversation and was talking about someone (I think someone who was related to him) and how she as a Palestinian was denied entry to Palestine.
Elderly man; She is Palestinian but has never been to Palestine
Israeli man: Then how is she Palestinian?
Elderly man: She is not allowed into her own country!
Me: *LOLS*
Israeli man: *turns to me* No need to be so rude
Is he stupid!? Millions of Palestinians are not allowed into their own country, for some, their birth place or their parents birth place. But they are still Palestinian. Of course I would laugh at his face for his stupidity.
Anyway, they could no longer hold this mature conversation any longer and one even admitted to it telling his friend 'Come on let's go. I cannot stand this conversation any more'. And off they went... walking away from Pro Palestinians with their flag held low.
And that is the story of how me and my sister got rid of the last Israeli flying flag, avoided arrest, conversed with officers and protested against Netanyahu.


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Wednesday, 9 September 2015

I'm Sorry

I am sure we have seen the images of washed up bodies being brought ashore of our brothers, sisters and our little children. 
One of images which has captured the hearts of many - 3 year old Aylan Kurdi - whom I have written a poem about.
This is called "I'm Sorry". 

I apologise with great sincerity for how I failed you
Not being there when you needed a helping hand.
I apologise for how you couldn't reach your destination
As was planned.
I'm sorry.
I apologise on behalf of my government who ignored you
For adding you to a list of numbers and names.
I apologise for their ignorance and cowardness and for being so inhumane.
I'm sorry.
My little brother lay lifeless
With his face buried in the sand.
The waves of the salty sea splashing against him
His father far away from land.
I'm sorry you had to leave this way
Escaping war and terror.
To come to seek shelter and help
But ending up in this error.
I'm sorry you couldn't live your life
And chase all your dreams
Three years was not enough
And everyone failed you it seems.
I'm sorry that the one and only time I saw you was in the pictures the media showed
For I missed out on the smiles and laughter that was like sweetness in this world.
Im sorry for not helping physically but my hands have been raised high whilst praying.
I pray to God to help you and answer the prayers I have been saying.
"Oh Lord save the people of this world from bloodshed and tears
Give them strength during such tough times and accept them as martyrs".
I'm sorry for all I have are words to say
But I know you are with children your age.
With angels as your guardians
And your laughter echoing through the seven heavens.


Please donate generously on 
https://www.justgiving.com/TriForSyria/
Three of my sisters will be doing a triathlon to raise money for our brothers and sisters to help them with aid and other necessities and have a target of £2000. Please help them reach this. 

Check out my previous poem 
http://salaamsalma.blogspot.co.uk/2015/05/it-is-us-who-have-died-poem.html

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Monday, 22 June 2015

Post 3. Acne and Bacne - Natural Remedies

I am back this week with natural and home remedies I have used for my spotty skin. Last week I mentioned a few of the products which I have purchased and used, some of which worked and some which were a waste of money.
(Check it out)

When I first use these different remedies, it makes a huge difference but after a while, my skin becomes immune to it so it does not have the same effect as it does in the beginning. Nonetheless, these do work a treat and everyone's skin is different. (Plus you need to use these remedies regularly which I fail to do)

After doing research on how to get rid of acne and the marks, I came across an everyday ingredient which is stored in every South Asian household.

Turmeric Powder
I use this in the powder form which my mum uses in her cooking. If you do decide to use it, please be careful not to mix it up with the deep red powder which is infact Chilli powder. (I have been close to applying chilli powder to my face before)
Turmeric has been used for a long long time especially by South Asians for many reasons. 
It is a herbal medicine which is good for sore throat, a good food supplement, can help with diseases and cancers and a face mask. 
Asians have used turmeric on their skin for a while and I have now come to understand why this is applied on a traditional bride a night or two before the wedding.  It makes the skin glow and it looks radiant and clear. 
I decided to use this for a while to help my acne scars and to give me a glowy face. I even used it on my back before I showered. (It used to leave me looking like a Simpson but you just have to wash it off really well)

How to make Turmeric face mask
2 teaspoons of turmeric powder
1 teaspoon of honey (honey has anti bacterial properties and leaves skin soft)
1-2 teaspoons of milk
Mix until it is a paste which is not to liquidy but not too dry, apply on face and leave for around 10-15 mins. Then wash off. 

Honey and lemon
After realising the turmeric mask wasn't so effective on my skin anymore (it has done wonders on my friend), I started to use lemon and honey on my face and back. I would slice a lemon and put honey on it and rub it on my skin
Lemon is like a bleach - it helps lighten scars. (Be sure not to go into the sun with the lemon on your skin) This helped a little and I still do this time to time. 
Make sure to wash this off. The honey is sticky and a little messy. 
(I occasionally rub lemon juice on my skin before sleeping without washing it off.)

Toothpaste and salt
I came across a youtube video for spots which said toothpaste and salt was good for acne, so I tried it. I mixed a teaspoon of salt to two teaspoons of toothpaste and smurred this all over my face. 
A word of advise for my fellow beings...
DO NOT TRY THIS!!! My eyes stung from the paste and it was burning my skin. I think I even went blind for a few minutes. On the plus side, my face was left minty fresh. 

My favourite
My all time favourite remedy at the moment has got to be the use of oats and other ingredients!
Oats is a good scrub and it leaves the skin feeling soft and fresh. 
I make a facial and body scrub using oats in various ways. 
It is actually good for dry skin, flaky skin, spots, marks and eczema. Basically, I recommend this to people with sensitive skin (unless you are allergic to oats).
I have actually replaced shower gel and soaps with this oat scrub. (Except when I am in the gym.)
When making the scrub, you do not want it to be too pasty or too dry.
I use either one of these mixes at least twice a week:

How to make oats face scrub
1. 2 tablespoons of oats (or the amount you desire), lemon 
2. Oats, water
3. Oats, water/lemon, baking soda

For a while, I used a baking soda and a water/lemon paste on my face for blackheads and spots but I felt this dried out my face too much. So I stopped using this. But mixed with the oats, it is not so bad.

Apple Cider vinegar
Before I sleep, I apply apple cider vinger (3 parts to 1 part water in a spray bottle) to my back and face as it is a good way of reducing acne scars. I have been using this for a while and it has made a change. I get less spots on my back and the marks are slowly getting lighter. (Again, make sure to not expose the skin to the sunlight while this is on) It has a very strong smell but beggars cannot be choosers ey. 
Apple cider vinegar has other benefits:
Good for cooking and cleaning, good for drinking to help maintain sugar levels, helps in losing weight (it tastes disgusting and you have to force it down you. I have only done this once)

Last but not least, I will end on the moisturiser I use on my body. The one and only...
Coconut oil!!!
This oil is my best friend. It is good for stretch marks (so people say. I personally haven't seen much change) good for moisturising, hair, make up remover, patchy skin and for cavities. 
Yes, cavities in the teeth. Coconut oil is an anti bacterial. Swishing a spoonful of it around the mouth for at least ten minutes helps prevent cavities and reduce the size of the cavities you may already have. 

So I have tried quite a few home remedies for my acne and the marks my spots have left behind. These are just a few of the many I have actually tried.
I am currently trying out Castor Oil. I will let ya'll know how that is working out for me.
This post was rather long, but I hope you enjoyed it and try out some of them. 

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Sunday, 14 June 2015

Post 2. Acne and Bacne - Products I have used

Eeeep!!! I apologise for not posting last week. I was super busy being lazy. Kidding. I had loads to do but here I am this week.
I will go through some of the products which I have used and whether they have worked. 

It's normally a blue pot
Creams I have used
I used to always use 'Astral cream'. This was the typical family cream. It didn't really effect my skin but it was quite greasy so I thought I'd change it about. 

I later started using 'Cocoa Butter'. Although it left my skin soft, it actually dried it out and I had to apply the cream a number of times throughout the day. 

I heard that 'Sudocrem' (the cream which mothers use on their babies bums when they get a nappy rash) was good for spots so I started using that. Every night I would apply it to the affected areas in a thick layer and every morning I would wash it off. No difference!!! It just left me looking pale. (It works on some people though)

I recently tried out a cream called 'Silk Cream'. It it made of natural ingredients and after seeing reviews from people which helped with fading acne scars, I invested in a pot which cost £15. Again, I didn't really see a difference. 

I won't even start on the prescribed creams I got for my spots. None of these actually worked. And I get quite impatient. I move onto different products really fast. 

Now, I've kept my creams to a minimum. I literally use Nivea sun lotion as my everyday cream as it helps to lighten acne scars and protects from the sun. 

Face Washes
Oh my Lord!!! I have tried so many face washes in my lifetime and I'm pretty sure I will not be able to name all of them. 

Let me start with Tea Tree Oil. I have used the face pads, wipes, the spot sticks, the face wash, face scrub and the ointment for my acne. As a teenager, hardly anything worked on my face as my acne was pretty cray cray and not even tea tree oil could help me out. I stopped using this and even today, it doesn't really work on me.
This works on a lot of people though so I would recommend it as I have seen the changes on my
sister.

I then started to use, Garnier face wash. This has zinc in it and I think this helped with the spots on my face. I realised my spots were calming down and I wasn't having that many breakouts. But I later found out that the Garnier brand was supporting Israel so I started to boycott it. Even their 'Pure Active' face scrubs were leaving my skin feeling good.
Finally the one thing which worked on me was not good for humanity. 

I then came across a bottle of Clean & Clear face wash which my cousin had left in my house. So I used that and again, my face felt much clearer and even my marks were starting to fade a little. However, this decent product is also a brand which supports Israel so again, I decided I will no longer use it.

Other face washes which I have used for the sake of using have been, Olay face wash, Simple face scrub and Lush products (which my kind friend gets for me). The face masks from Lush are very soothing and leaves the skin feeling smooth. The scrubs are good exfoliators but for acne prone skin, it doesn't help much. It has been more of a luxury to use Lush products than it
actually making a change on my skin. 

I have used spot wands, creams from different parts of the world, medication from the homopathy and many other products which will all probably add up to a huge cost. 
So as of last year, I decided I was going to start using home remedies. I have not bought face washes for a while now unless I have been away. 
Using products which I already have at home has been very effective financially as well as on my skin and with my acne.

Keep an eye out for next week's blog post where I will go through some of the home made and natural rememdies I have been using and what has been working on me. 

If you haven't already, check out last weeks post

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Sunday, 31 May 2015

Post 1. Acne and Bacne

It's Sunday and I will be talking about 'ACNE'!


When hitting my teenage years and going through puberty, I suffered from a severe case of Acne. I have not plucked up the courage to put any images of my past self on here because I consider my teenage face as monstrous. (According to the doctors, my case was not as bad as others)
Nearly all teenagers suffer from acne and I can totally empathise when you say it can lower your self confidence and made you feel like never leaving the comfort of your home where no one had to see you. 
I found it nerve wrecking when meeting new people as I thought they would think I looked horrendous but I was a cocky little git during my school days. It did not get in the way of my sarcasm and cheekiness so people probably thought I was full of confidence but if only they knew. 

Unlike advanced teenagers these days, I had no idea what make-up was, which make up to use and I could not even afford cover up. (At the age of 16 I went to school wearing concealer on my eye bags which was two shades darker than my skin tone) I am not your everyday MUA.
Till this day, I still struggle to cover up my spots and marks but unlike my teenage years, the outbreak on my face has calmed down. 
With age, the spots have decreased but occasionally I do get outbreaks depending on the food I consume. I used to underestimate the power of water but I tell ya, WATER is everything!!! It helps flush out the toxins in the body which can help reduce outbreaks and makes the skin look healthier and more glowy. (Nuts and other oily foods make my skin a bit eugh but I can't resist them)

As well as acne, I suffer from Bacne - Back Acne. This means I have to constantly cover my back and wear t-shirts and jumpers that reach my neck as I do not want people sitting behind me playing dot-to-dot. This actually makes my spots worse and marks reside and do not fade as fast as it does on my face but I have no confidence to wear cool tops. Thanks to my long hair now, it is a little easier covering my back when wearing low tops. 

Acne is genetic in my family. My father had it as a teenager and so did all my siblings.
(Darn be to my fathers genes. I even inherited his stubby features such as his height, chubbiness and small but fat hands and feet.)
Left & Right side of my face on a normal day 2015.
My mother on the other hand has always had good skin (touch wood)
From the ages of 12-14, I had the worst years. My forehead, chin, around my lips, my nose, neck, the sides of my cheeks and my back were all covered in pimples, blackheads and marks. And I cannot resist but touch them. 
At the age of 14 I fell ill but this helped the clear up of my acne for a short while. After this, I started dressing more trendy and felt more comfortable in myself. But... it didn't go completely. From age 15 till now, I suffer from bacne and am still trying to clear up marks on my face. I have now discovered make up to enhance my face and cover up some marks but my application does not do justice to my face. (I stare at people in amazement when they do make up on themselves) It all fades off within a couple of hours. But I always use minimum products on my face to allow my skin to breathe.

Like many other acne sufferers I have spent over a thousand pounds on a range of products, some which have worked for a short while and some which were a total waste. Scrubs, face washes, soaps, creams, natural remedies... I've tried most of them. 

Read my next blog post next Sunday to check out which products I have used and the changes in my lifestyle and whether they helped or not. 
I will also show some of the natural remedies I have tried out in the blog post after that (and maybe some before and after pictures)

But a huge shout out to Instagram and other photo apps which have filters. (I sometimes consider myself a catfish because of this)

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Sunday, 24 May 2015

It is us who have died... Poem

I am back!
I tend to do this a lot. I consecutively blog for a few weeks then I take a long ass break because I get caught up with everything around and then I make a comeback. 
For this comeback, I have a poem. 

This poem was inspired by my mother (and she doesn't even know it). 
A quick story: After my mother married my father at the age of 16 and moved to London, the younger one out of her two big brothers passed away. She received this news many days later as calling abroad was not common and letters took ages to send and receive. When she finally went back to her village a few years later, her elder brother said this. 'He has left this Dunya (world) but it is us who have died'. 
The death of my uncle left such a huge impact on people and many of them could not come to terms with his death even years later. 
With the current crises going on in the world now, I thought about writing this poem. 
It vaguely covers the crises in Nepal, Palestine, Syria, Bangladesh, American racism, Rohingya and other places in this world where these descriptions apply. 
I hope you enjoy this. 

Everytime they mentioned your death, 
it wasn't really you who died. But the world. 
You simply left this earth but it is we who had to mourn 

and endure the pain knowing you will never return. 
Everytime they mentioned your death, 
The poorer we became.
For yours was the soul infused with richness,
And when you went, the world was left in poverty.
You have had an easy escape from the torment of this horrendous world, 

leaving behind the evil bitterness.
Those of us who are alive will wake up everyday 

unable to get your image out of our minds.
How you were stuck under all that rubble 

and how you had become blind.
How you were shot when trying to go to school 

and how the phosphorus effected you and your child.
The image of you trying to swim to safety during the floods 

and you getting killed defending your religion.
Oh and that image of you being a black man one minute 

and no one but dead the next.
You may have left this world, 

and doctors may have announced the time of your death, 
But every second, it is we who are dying 
from the painful sound and scenes of your soul leaving the earth. 

By Salma Razia Khatun


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I will be posting every Sunday hopefully!!! (For the next 4-5 weeks before I go away for the summer)